Busy Meee

I’ve been so busy with final exams so I’ve forgot you my dear blog. I’m deeply sorry. But something happened today. I just got off the phone with hubbs. He gave me a few advices. And I really do not ever want to forget about it. So I figure writing to you will help me.

I did something today. And it was wrong and hubbs was so upset and I felt awful about it. I’m sorry. I don’t intend to hurt you. It was my way of speaking to you and not thinking how it will reflect my identity as a Muslim woman like me. I should think before speaking to others especially to hubbs and my family. As a Muslim woman it is a must to ensure that my way of life is according to Islam and not talking whatever I want and like.

Hubbs advised to try my best to change the way I spoke to other people. Don’t talk rubbishly just so that it will be easier to mingle with my friends because he said friends will always accept me as I am (Rubbishly.. is that even a word heheh). I always look up to him. Whatever he said has always been so mature and very true. From now onwards I have to learn to speak politely to everyone. Although it seems cocky to speak politely but I think good behavior will always come from the way you live your life. If I change it I think I can be a better Muslimah in the future ahead.

He adds that I really need to take care of my aurat and my dignity as a Muslimah. No tight clothes. My behavior in terms of ‘everything’ need to be changed.

I really want to listen this time so this is what I’m doing. I’m going to challenge myself to be a better Muslimah. Although it will be a little hard for me but this time I’m going to do this for me. I want to change for my own good. And that advice is of course came from hubbs. I don’t know what I’m gonna do or be without him. But first something need to be taken care off.

Thank you so much for caring sayang.

Tomorrow will be a big day for you.

Good luck abang.

My doa' will always be with you.

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xoxo - Amal ‘Izzah - xoxo