The Life

I’ve just got back from Cameron Highlands for a short trip. The trip was alright. Except the traffic jam was a disaster. The traffic jam was so terrible that we can’t even move and it takes hours to reach certain places. Lesson learnt: Don’t go to CH on public holidays. Bad idea. But more about that on my next post.

                Life can sometimes be great and sometimes can put you down a lot. As we are all aware of that. But what you should do when problems came running to you and you have no will power to stop it. You still want to be in it. It is just that sometimes you don’t feel the same anymore. Is the other person happy. When he seems not it just puzzle you more on ‘WHAT SHOULD I DO’. Should you stop or continue like nothing is happening. It is just that if one more thing happens it seems that both of you gonna lose it. Avoiding the problems is a no no in a relationship. I’ve been there and it ain’t pretty. Have you ever feel or hope that it can be easy and you don’t have to feel anxious on what’s going to happen next. Living a life in a fairytale. If it only can actually happen.

                I really wanted to be happy. Badly. Maybe it’s just me. Not happy. I think I really need to step up a notch. Take control of my life. Do something exciting. If I have money right now I’ve might already be running away to Paris. Too bad I don’t. I live in Serdang where there’s nothing here. And I’m not talking about Serdang, Selangor. Serdang, Kedah that is. Maybe I should go back to K.L. Wow decision decision.

                Scratch everything. To ignore is one bad idea. Hence new mission: Save relationship. Think. Think. I think do something romantic is quite nice. Or if hubbs not into it maybe I should arrange something fun. Beach. It can be fun and romantic I think hahah. Beach it is!! Picnic it is ahah!! Hope it's gonna work...